Sunday, December 22, 2024

Shakespeare's Complete Works Reading Challenge: Fifth Day of Henry VI

WHAT IS THIS ABOUT? I've had a hankering to read and half-liveblog all of Shakespeare's plays (again)... in chronological order, onward from Henry VI, Part 1: written by Shakespeare (b. 1564) in 1591. I'm using an old Complete Works of Shakespeare edition from the Clarendon Press.

See also: Previous Henry VI blog posts:

  • Scenes 2, 3 & 4: French dauphin meets Joan of Arc, Duke of Gloucester clashes with Bishop of Winchester, the Earl of Salisbury is killed in fighting in Orléans
  •  Scenes 5 & 6: Joan of Arc fights Lord Talbot, French celebrate lifting of siege on Orléans
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  • Act II Scene 1: The English reconquer Orléans

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Aurelia Franciae civitas ad Ligeri flu: sita
A map of Orléans from 1581 to 1588
Source: Civitates Orbis Terrarum. Liber tertius.
Köln, G. Kempen, 1581-88. Bibliothèque municipale d'Orléans.
via Wikimedia Commons

4:45 p.m.
ACT II.
Scene II.

The Duke of Bedford poetically declares to England's forces, within the city walls of Orléans:

The day begins to break, and night is fled,
Whose pitchy mantle over-veil'd the earth.
Here sound retreat, and cease our hot pursuit.

Lord Talbot has retrieved the corpse of the Earl of Salisbury, whom he had seen dying in Act I:

Now have I paid my vow unto his soul;
For every drop of blood was drawn from him
There hath at least five Frenchmen died tonight.

But one fact dims his satisfaction: France's leaders have not fallen into his men's clutches.

The Duke of Burgundy, an ally of England, chimes in, reporting that he thinks he saw Charles VII and Joan of Arc escaping from Orléans:

Myself—as far as I could well discern
For smoke and dusky vapors of the night—
Am sure I scar'd the Dauphin and his trull,
When arm in arm they both came swiftly running [...]

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Then a messenger arrives, on behalf of the Countess of Auvergne.

The noblewoman requests that Lord Talbot visit her castle, since she has heard of his prowess in battle. She wants to lay eyes on "the man/Whose glory fills the world with loud report."

(This sub-plot resembles the knightly romances of the Middle Ages, and epics like Sir Gawain and the Green Knight, I think. I can't recall Shakespeare's later works doing the same, but may be mistaken.)

Lord Talbot, outwardly charmed, accepts her invitation.

Inwardly, he has reservations and plans of his own. He calls one of his soldiers:

Come hither, captain. [Whispers.] You perceive my mind.

Capt. I do, my lord, and mean accordingly.

***

Scene III.

We meet again at Auvergne.

The Countess speaks to her porter. But she reveals in a monologue afterward that she has laid her own plot against Lord Talbot.

When Talbot arrives, she is shocked at first, since he is small of stature:

It cannot be this weak and writhled* shrimp      *[wrinkled]
Should strike such terror to his enemies.

Talbot turns away, looking for proof of his identity. But when the messenger detain him, he insists that he is indeed Talbot. Upon which the Countess of Auvergne tells him that he is now her prisoner:

Long time thy shadow hath been thrall to me,
For in my gallery thy picture hangs:
But now the substance shall endure the like.
And I will chain these legs and arms of thine,
That hast by tyranny, these many years,
Wasted our country, slain our citizens,
And sent our sons and husbands captivate.

Talbot laughs uproariously. He and the Countess exchange words. Like Schrödinger's cat (if Schrödinger's cat could have spoken) he tells her: "You are deceiv'd, my substance is not here [...]"

The Countess exclaims, bemused,

This is a riddling merchant for the nonce;
He will be here, and yet he is not here:
How can these contrarieties agree?

Her English guest solves the riddle: he winds his horn. At this signal, English soldiers burst through the doors. Lord Talbot is free.

His hostess apologizes profusely.

Victorious Talbot! pardon my abuse:
I find thou art no less than fame hath bruited,
And more than may be gather'd by thy shape.
Let my presumption not provoke thy wrath;
For I am sorry that with reverence
I did not entertain thee as thou art.

Talbot responds, "Be not dismay'd, fair lady [...]",

What you have done hath not offended me;
Nor other satisfaction do I crave,
But only, with your patience, that we may
Taste of your wine and see what cates* you have;     [food]

Delighted, the Countess of Auvergne lets bygones be bygones:

With all my heart, and think me honoured
To feast so great a warrior in my house.

(As the Countess had likely invested years into wishing for his downfall and weeks plotting the details, this about-face is a little sudden. But I guess she was happy to be alive?)

***

Historical Note: In real life, Lord Talbot appears to have been a disagreeable fellow, also one of many English sent to Ireland on his government's behalf to make the local population's life a misery.

Saturday, December 21, 2024

Shakespeare's Complete Works Reading Challenge: Fourth Day of Henry VI

WHAT IS THIS ABOUT? I've had a hankering to read and half-liveblog all of Shakespeare's plays (again)... in chronological order, onward from Henry VI, Part 1: written by Shakespeare (b. 1564) in 1591. I'm using an old Complete Works of Shakespeare edition from the Clarendon Press.

See also: Previous Henry VI blog posts:

  • Scenes 2, 3 & 4: French dauphin meets Joan of Arc, Duke of Gloucester clashes with Bishop of Winchester, the Earl of Salisbury is killed in fighting in Orléans
  •  Scenes 5 & 6: Joan of Arc fights Lord Talbot, French celebrate lifting of siege on Orléans

***

2:30 p.m.
ACT II.
Scene I.

"Joan of Arc in the protocol
of the parliament of Paris (1429).
Drawing by Clément de Fauquembergue.
French National Archives"
[Wikimedia Commons]

We meet our cast of characters in Orléans again.

Reading the words of a French sergeant, one is tempted to wish that modern soldiery were as eloquent:

Sirs, take your places and be vigilant.
If any noise or soldier you perceive
Near to the walls, by some apparent sign
Let us have knowledge at the court of guard.

The French sentries are not pleased to be out in the weather.

Thus are poor servitors—
When others sleep upon their quiet beds—
Constrain'd to watch in darkness, rain, and cold.

But then English forces with Lord Talbot and the Dukes of Bedford and of Burgundy arrive at the walls, giving purpose to their vigil.

One would suppose that the English would be attacking at night to offer an element of surprise, so silence would be enforced. But Shakespeare writes in the stage directions of "their drums beating a dead march." I checked on Wiktionary: this means a "mournful," slow march, not a march with muffled drums.

The English lord and dukes pause to chat. The Duke of Bedford calling King Charles VII of France a "coward" for enlisting "witches" to help — since he allegedly cannot win in battle any other way. Talbot, who had also condemned the French leaders' "art and baleful sorcery," is determined to avenge the death of the Earl of Salisbury.

"God is our fortress," insists Talbot,

in whose conquering name
Let us resolve to scale their flinty bulwarks.

(I don't think attacking one fortress in the name of another fortress makes very much sense, but that might be why I'm not a playwright. As far as I can tell, Orléans didn't have any flint buildings, either – a modern rearrangement of stones from an old Fort des Tourelles at Orléans remains, evidence of materials used in Henry VI's time. But let's read "flinty" as a figure of speech.)

Meanwhile, Shakespeare's French sentries haven't heard or seen a thing. It's only when the English "scale the walls," and break out into war cries, that a French sentry calls the alarm.

But the French, "Having all day carous'd and banqueted", are ill-prepared to defend themselves.

The Bastard of Orleans and the Dukes of Alençon and Angers run onto the stage from different directions, "in their shirts" and "half ready, and half unready."

Shortly Charles VII and Joan of Arc join them. From what I can understand, 'leaping over the walls' means that they are already seeking safety away from the field of battle, not attempting any defense.

Now the French leaders squabble.

Charles VII turns against Joan of Arc.

Joan whines that she cannot be awake 24/7: "Sleeping or waking must I still prevail[...]?". She blames the watch for not keeping a better lookout. (But if the Virgin Mary is appearing to her to tell her to save France, surely it is Joan of Arc's responsibility to do more than what is humanly probable?)

France's dukes, when Charles begins to blame the Duke of Alençon instead, point out that their own parts of the fortifications were adequately defended.

***

I think that the play treats Joan of Arc as a charlatan.

But I almost wonder if a cheeky, young Shakespeare was criticizing Elizabeth I, although I have found no scholarly evidence of this.

Before the Spanish Armada reached England, in her speech at Tilbury, Queen Elizabeth I had placed herself in a military role when she said,

I know I have the body but of a weak, feeble woman; but I have the heart and stomach of a king, and of a king of England too, and think foul scorn that Parma or Spain, or any prince of Europe, should dare to invade the borders of my realm; to which rather than any dishonour shall grow by me, I myself will take up arms, I myself will be your general, judge, and rewarder of every one of your virtues in the field.

She appealed to religion just like Joan of Arc:

we shall shortly have a famous victory over these enemies of my God, of my kingdom, and of my people

But her influence, like Joan of Arc's, seemed ambiguously helpful.

The Spanish Armada was expensive. The English military, even though the defeat of the Spanish Armada was treated as a huge victory across England, faced disaster:

"The day after her Tilbury speech, Elizabeth ordered the army disbanded, the camp at Tilbury dissolved five days later, then discharged the navy, sending them home without pay." (Wikipedia)

Many soldiers died of sickness, too. The Queen had explicitly promised pay in the Tilbury speech. But the Wikipedia article suggests that her reputation survived. Besides, it was William Cecil, Lord Burghley, who had advised in his role as Lord High Treasurer that "‘by death, by discharging of sick men, and such like . . . there may be spared something in the general pay [...].’" (Machiavelli had nothing on him!) Elizabeth's main participation in this betrayal had, to put it generously, been to ignore protests against Burghley's ideas by men like the Lord High Admiral, Charles Howard.

Then, in the English counter-Armada that was launched in 1589, over 11,000 men were killed on the English side. The Spanish had lost about as many during their Armada. Even Philip II came out of it looking like a comparative naval genius. (And even now, this embarrassing little episode doesn't seem to enter many discussions of British history.)

It's tempting to wonder if a failed English attack on Lisbon inspired Shakespeare when he wrote of the better-fated one on Orléans?

Again, I'm not sure if Shakespeare did mean to satirize Elizabeth I. But a cursory read of another Wikipedia article reveals that Elizabeth was hailed as an "Astraea," which is the same mythological character that Joan of Arc was compared to in Act I. Merely circumstantial evidence? A cliché of the Elizabethan Age that would have been widely used anyway?

***

Returning to Scene I: Joan of Arc and the French nobility at Orléans finally stop arguing. She suggests repairing France's defenses.

But it is too late. A moment later,

Enter an English Soldier, crying, 'A Talbot! A Talbot!' They fly, leaving their clothes behind.

(I certainly hope that the dukes, king, and Joan of Arc were holding extra clothing and armour over their arms, and not that the stage direction means that they scampered off in nude abandon. Either way, the English soldier happily picks up the spoils.)

Friday, December 20, 2024

Christmas and Chaos

After 1:45 p.m., the Christmas holidays have officially begun!

Fridays the first class is at 10:15 a.m., and it was only mildly awkward because I hadn't been able to find and read the article that we were supposed to be discussing. (My error was to search for it in German instead of in English.) Fortunately the rest of the class — which was admittedly smaller today since it was the day before the holidays, and many were tootling off into the liberty of the vacation early — had read it.

The professor courageously offered us mini-New Testament Bibles and chocolate as Christmas presents. I had to decline because through grandparents, maybe my own parents, and possibly my great-aunt, there are a lot of New Testaments in German, English, Latin and New Testament Greek in our family apartment already.

I've still been feeling sick. The anaemia symptoms seem like they're under control as long as I don't exercise strenuously or lose sleep. But I'm fairly certain there's something brewing underneath, because of weird puffy face symptoms, redness and heat, and a weak feeling especially in the left arm that started this week. It's too much information, but having a slightly stuffy nose or tight clothing also makes the anaemia more evident again. I stayed up past 2 a.m. on Monday to finish an assignment, and also paid the price for that: even in the late afternoon I didn't feel strong enough, and called in sick for class. Anyway, January 2nd is my next doctor's appointment; it had been scheduled sooner, but due to the doctor's sickness and personnel shortages (a Berlin-wide phenomenon these days), it has been rescheduled twice.

Anyway, after the first class, I went to the university cafeteria. It was still too early for many of the food booths in the back, and I wasn't familiar with the ones that were open yet. So I returned to the booth at the entrance and ordered a rectangle of blueberry streusel cake and got myself a mug of hot cocoa at the machine. The cafeteria lady at the cash register was in a beaming mood, despite her being busy with paper and the inner workings of something behind the counter. I hazarded a guess that the impending vacation might have been inspiring the mood, and offered, "Schöne Feiertage" as I left. She lit up even more and returned the greeting, so I felt like a Sherlock Holmes.

Then we had a lecture where we looked at an artifact, two drawings, and text excerpts from the inglorious period of European conquest in the Caribbean and South America.

In the lobby of the large lecture halls in the university building, students were playing an upright piano that had been painted green (which makes me shudder) and placed there I think as part of a sustainability initiative. 'Sustainability' is a very, very flexible word. But a few of the students played beautifully, for example one of Tchaikovsky's Seasons, and the audience — and, I kind of thought, one of the cleaning crew who was standing with his trolley around the corner — loved it.

*

It's not very Christmassy, but I realize that I haven't commented on news lately, and there's a lot of it.

For Berlin: The debate about budget cuts continues to rage. Joe Chialo, senator for culture, said persuasively that Berlin's cultural scene is part of Berlin's society as a whole; and if Berlin's society a whole is facing a tight budget, the cultural scene cannot be magically exempt from sharing the problem.

That said, some of the budget cuts there seem wrong, as do ones for social charities that regularly appear in the Berlin evening news. Then, according to an email from the student's association ASTA, apparently some of Berlin's universities and colleges have already laid off staff in anticipation of the budget cuts to the educational sector.

Finally, there are budget cuts to the green transportation sector, which I find especially shortsighted because if from a meteorological standpoint Berlin becomes Dubai 2.0 in fifty years*, we'll really have wished we had those electric buses and better rail network. The dysfunctions of 'green' transportation methods that do require costly fixes are also probably deepening resentment against the Green Party, as a party that seemingly equates moral purity with voters' inconvenience, and any leftist-to-moderate government it was or will be a part of. As right now Berlin is ruled by a coalition of the centre-right CDU and centre-left SPD, it's unlikely that the mayor intends to weaken the trope.
*I'm exaggerating slightly.

For Syria: I haven't spoken to any Syrian citizen about the situation, but like everyone else I was also awestruck that the removal of a dictator, something that 13 years of deep suffering didn't achieve, happened in two weeks. At the same time I think the country's factions and the fates of divers regions, villages, and perhaps even city districts are so complex and individual that I am a little worried about the 'now everyone's an expert on Syria' effect that seems to have spread through news media not just in Germany, but also in the UK, USA. In other words, 5-minute segments will necessarily go nowhere near doing justice to the situation.

That said, it is also strikingly tragic to hear that so many disappeared political prisoners really are likely dead. Also, on the smaller individual scale, it's sad to hear that Austin Tice — the American journalist — is still not returned to his family. It boggles the mind that I've worked a job for 7 years, quit it, and started studying full-time, during the same period of time he hasn't been able to talk to his family or go home.

I have also written enough about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict to make my feelings clear: both that it's necessary that the Israeli hostages be released and returned to safety, and that the deaths of now over 45,000 Palestinians are unjustified. As for more recent developments: I'd need a lot of convincing to believe that the encroachment on the Golan Heights now, in defiance both of international law and the feelings of the Druze residents, is any way not colonialist. (And Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu's unmitigated cheek in wearing a yellow hostages ribbon, I'm presuming to enhance his own image, when he appeared at his Israeli court hearing on charges of corruption, has made me hopping mad. He seems a narcissist on the level of the 45th US President at times: any justified criticism of him seems to feel to him like a tragedy greater than the death of thousands.) But the same thought as mentioned for Syria applies to this: I am not an expert.

In reading history it becomes clear that there are many crises, many times where crises converge into what feels like a black hole of chaos. In between, there are still stretches of peace, and people who work competently and hard to make those stretches happen. So I am determined to remain optimistic.

Tuesday, December 10, 2024

Beautiful British Columbia: Our September 2024 Holiday, Part Four

On Friday, September the 13th, I woke up at 5:45 a.m.


Daybreak in Lumby,
where the highway leads to Cherryville.
(Salmon Trail branches off to the right.)
All rights reserved.

We had plenty of time before breakfast: the brothers and I went walking along a new branch of the Salmon Trail: the Chinook Trail. (I had considered the hike on Sugar Mountain as a final exam on whether I was free of anemia during our Canadian tour, and it was wonderful to find out that I was.)

First we retraced the part of the trail we already knew, which took us along the industrial yard we'd seen the day before.

But this time a mist blanketed everything. The dawning sun glowed through the haze and the summer's desiccated weed flower heads and husks. White-tailed deer bounded away from us, behind chainlink fences, into blurry infinity.

The Chinook Trail itself turned off onto a broad gravel road, where a few hopeful pine saplings were planted.

Crossing an asphalted street, we passed along the bed of a defunct railroad. It may have been a railroad for freight trains instead of passenger trains.

There were traces (to the left) of an industrial wasteland. A building complex had been torn down: piles of rubble rose from the floor. It would have been more tidy than haunting, except that trees and bushes screening the terrain lent an air of mystery. I could picture train wagons waiting here, to bring or fetch away products – not so long ago, judging by the new-looking concrete that had been poured beneath the torn-down building. A pick-up truck rattled along the gravel past us.

A car renovation business advertised itself with a VW Beetle on a rooftop of a nearby edifice. The yard's driveway entrance itself was decorated with what looked like a vintage 1920s car, its roof down, skewered on a pole (my notes: "like a beetle with a pin"), beside a huge needle tree and a second VW Beetle. Given my months of obsession with early 20th-century history in Europe, I was aghast.

Behind it, many parked cars looked like post-2000 models. It was only when we walked around the very back of the lot that piles of disassembled car parts and pieces of old lumber were stacked near the fence, as far as I remember.

We walked until we came to an Andrew Wyeth field with an abandoned-looking barn of wooden planks that had been greyed to a fireplace colour, unused railway track still laid and disappearing into infinity. Dried burdock stalks, thistles, rosebushes with hips, and cattails lent autumn hues to the deep green grass, and I seem to remember that a few saskatoonberry bushes and hawthorns flourished near the barn.

Nature took the upper hand.

The marshy landscape felt like wilderness even if we knew that the houses and businesses of Lumby were not far off, and even if the trimming hand of humans had clearly arranged the paths, fences, and other elements. We spotted a reddish deer at the far end of a field. Then a bald eagle flew in. It was hounded at first by a retinue of other birds, but finally perched in a tall, dead tree. There it was soon proudly alone, presumably scanning the marsh beneath for prey. I wondered what it thought of our smartphones and our diligent photography.

Bald eagles have become so rare that I felt honoured to have seen one.

We had, speaking for myself at least, the pleasant sense of being monarchs of all we surveyed when we were alone except for the animal kingdom. – While at the next moment we equally enjoyed the company of locals who were out for a stroll themselves.

We emerged at a bicycle park where cyclists do stunts in better weather, then walked back through the town.

In the yard of a house right at the park, two or three layers of sandbags across the garden hinted that the creek overflowed, flooding the area, at other times of the year.

On a nearby street, a large and small deer that were dark brown, looking like a different species from the white-tailed deer earlier, were roaming the neighbourhood. Three logging trucks passed us before we reached the motel. But I also remember one or two quirky late Victorian or Edwardian buildings surviving into this modern era beside the busy road.

We were culpably late: Uncle Pu was waiting for us.

*

THEN we all set out together to a bakery. It was crammed with customers. It also had a heady selection: plain glazed doughnuts, Boston creme doughnuts, carrot cake, etc. inside the glass-paned counter, and I seem to remember Nanaimo bars and brownies that came in a vegan variant in a refrigerator, and a shelf full of breads in bags near the door. I asked for carrot cake.

Afterward we returned to the motel, eating the doughnuts and carrot cake in Gi.'s motel room. It was nostalgic of the 1970s: in its homelike kitchenette, the gas oven had analogue dials and the flooring was pressed vinyl or linoleum. Earth tones were everywhere.

THIRDLY, we went to a coffee house for breakfast. It was the most hipster establishment I'd seen since leaving Berlin! A sign even informed us that we could order oat milk. (Generally the only concession that British Columbian restaurant menus made was to gluten-free diets, which I wrongly thought had gone out of fashion in the early 2010s.)

Two middle-aged men sitting at the dark wooden tables in the back resembled college professors; one of them was mentioning that it was Friday the 13th. Two young women resembled urban creatives. They were absorbed in their conversations and we felt less like pleasing novelties than on other occasions. Later two paramedics (judging by their work uniforms) drifted in. The café had been recommended by the lady at the dollar store, a hint that it was a community favourite.

The dispenser of recycled paper napkins on our tabletop  – not a single fast food restaurant in Canada has bleached white napkins any more – warned us to think of the environment before digging in.

Country music, despite the left-wing, urban vibe, was playing from the kitchen. I think it was modern country music and not Dolly Parton, Johnny Cash etc. classics.

I ordered a California BLT sandwich on multigrain bread. We were recovering from Bitter Mountain and weren't planning to hike again soon, so a lighter meal seemed enough. I was pleased to find that the sandwich's layer of mayonnaise was thin, and that mashed avocado had been layered on the bread too. To drink, I had a hot chocolate, which seemed to be based on chocolate syrup. The others had caffè latte, burgers, and a lumberjack breakfast of sausages with 2 eggs and hash browns and toast.

*

We filled up our gas tank before driving to New Denver; while near Cherryville regular gasoline cost 154.9 cents per litre, here it was 152.9. (I remember when the cost of gas per litre in British Columbia was under 1$...)

As the minivan was grimy after our mountaineering, we went to a car wash.

An automated car wash is to be built in Lumby, according to a sign opposite the supermarket: in the meantime we went to the manual car wash.

You drive your car underneath an open roof, and feed loonies or toonies into a coin drop. Then you wash the car with water spurting out of the long hoses, or soapy water spurting out of the squeegees. You top up the loonies and toonies as needed when the water or soap run out. Perhaps all very ordinary, but as I don't drive a car, it was engrossing.

Soap
Presoak
Tri-Foam Brush
Tire cleaner
Wax
Rain X clear coat
Rinse
Spot free rinse
Uncle Pu and Ge. took care of the rinsing, paying, soaping, paying, and rinsing. I sat inside and watched the deluge of water and bubbles, and read the 'menu' beside the coin drop.

***

Feeling more respectable, we drove out into the countryside.

We saw advertisements for straw, firewood, and artisans on roadside signs; other signs said PRIVATE PROPERTY and WATCH FOR LIVESTOCK.

We saw a hay barn and a field with hay bales, as logging trucks and motorcycles passed us, and a flower stand.

The evocatively named "Goldpanner Campground" hinted that miners had haunted the area, too.

The "thin, spire-like trees" were characteristic of the high altitude, as were my popping ears. Eventually we passed the Monashee Summit, elevation 1241 m, near Struttell Creek.

Another roadside cross paid tribute to someone who had died.

A new sign had something like this wording:

Hunters

To hunt please get permission from owner of property

Above the road, a "shuttered small building advertising ICE CREAM" appeared, I seem to remember. Then the next RUNAWAY LANE appeared.

*

Boater Advisory

Arrow Lakes is a
hydroelectric reservoir.

Be aware of:
* changing water levels
* submerged hazards
* floating debris

BC Hydro

To our delight, we took a half-hourly car ferry at the Needles Ferry Landing. (It is free of charge.) Uncle Pu brought us there just in time for the next sailing, and we rolled on board alongside 2 motorcycles, 1 compact car, 2 pick-ups, 3 RVs, etc. The ferry's journey was brief: in 5 minutes we had already landed on the other bank of the Arrow Lakes and saw a sign, "Welcome to Fauquier."

SET BRAKE, SHUTOFF ENGINE,
REMAIN IN VEHICLE UNTIL
VESSEL HAS DEPARTED

A dark green tugboat floated near logs in the water. Mountains that are still green enough to feel hilly embrace the Lakes, and the Lakes feed hydroelectric dams. The Lakes have such a long circumference that two ferry routes (that I know of) lead across it, to save driving time.

As we drove uphill and downhill through the terrain around Nakusp, the snug-looking houses, gardens with dahlias and other flowers, hedges, and general air of middle-class suburban bliss, resembled southern Vancouver Island.

On the road, at least eight motorcyclists passed us, profiting by the mild temperatures. The unincorporated community of Hills advertised a garlic festival. I tried to guess if the area's climate would be icy and inhospitable in wintertime, or temperate even then.

The road signs suggested the winters were harsh: WATCH FOR BLACK ICE, and SKI AND SNOWBOARD AREA, near an advertisement for the skier's destination Valhalla Hills.

But later we caught sight of another danger: wisps of smoke and steam rising from the uninhabited-looking, hazy blue mountain slopes on the opposite bank of Slocan Lake. When we reached the level of Rosebery, the scent of woodsmoke infiltrated the car. We were wondering if this was an undiscovered wildfire; many signs asked drivers to "Please be careful. Report wildfires," and one such sign was nearby.

Finally we reached New Denver. 

Wednesday, December 04, 2024

Living the Winter Life Like An Ailing Victorian Urchin

It's been a difficult few days: holding the presentation in Spanish in front of the entire class made me nervous and I ended up having fewer than 6 hours of sleep. Then my voice grew hoarse because I practiced too much for my choir's Christmas concert.

For the following two days I barely practiced singing at all, to rest my vocal cords. Unfortunately on the second day I had a flare-up of what I think were anemia symptoms, felt too limp to do much, and skipped both of my university classes. I was quite worried: not only did I need to have enough oxygen to sing for around 45 minutes (not including the warm-up), but I was also standing on a wooden platform during the concert and it would have been very risky if I'd become dizzy and had fallen off.

But by dint of sleeping and resting as much as possible, I felt well enough to jog around on the day of the choir concert itself. I braced my feet apart a little as I sang. Surprisingly I also don't think I made any egregious errors except when everyone else did too, having sung along with the men's voices by accident only during the warm-up.

Waking up before 7:30 a.m. on Monday was also not great. I felt so tired and weak that I held onto the stair railings on the way to the U-Bahn station, took much longer than usual to walk from the U-Bahn station to the university buildings, arrived half an hour late which I figured was better than passing out, and was pretty cranky because I just wanted to get home again. In the afternoon I'd perked up, so going back to university for the second class was less tormenting.

Obviously it would be best to visit the doctor again. The thing is that I don't want to take the darned iron pills again. Besides which I was satisfied with the conclusions of my tests in August: unexplained anemia means that you are trying to rule out a smorgasbord of different cancer types, and I was quite happy that a lot of types were indeed ruled out. Why reopen the topic? I'm also annoyed because I thought my diet had been not great, but nutritious enough, lately. Besides it's boring to keep having the same ailment, and droning on about it on this blog.

Tuesday evening I was getting ready to go to choir practice. Earlier in the evening I'd been thinking that I wasn't sure I was going to make it, but then I'd thought that I can't sideline my whole life because of anaemia. Whatever modifications I need to do to keep participating, like slowly walking somewhere instead of quickly cycling, I do. After that resolution, I got a second wind. But finally I realized at the last moment that I was not feeling fit enough after all.

This morning, having had over 6.5 hours of sleep, I felt rather better and felt extremely cheerful, although I was embarrassingly sleepy in my second class and had tingly headaches as I went home.

The professor of my morning class had mentioned a demonstration, which I was wildly curious about. When I looked it up on the police registry, it turned out to be a pro-Palestine students' protest, at the Humboldt University campus in the area around Unter den Linden. I'm a little mad that I wasn't feeling fit enough to go observe it, because my inner amateur journalist immediately popped up and reported for duty. (The role of student makes it difficult to report on my own university, due to conflicts of interest and the risk of retribution. Besides I figure it's better to be a good student and no reporter, than a lousy student who's also a lousy reporter. But this would have been safe, neutral territory; and I feel that chasing after one story per week is not going to distract me to a harmful degree from academic work.)

On the way home, I did stop to shop for dark chocolate with ginger in it (one of the perks, of course, of an iron-rich diet), and pecorino romano to go with the penne pasta and tomato sauce for dinner.

And at home, being in good spirits, I sat at the piano and played a few Christmas songs.

Saturday, November 23, 2024

The Quest for the Preserved Lemon

This week I've been feeling tired and listless: either the days of wintry cloud cover (which gave way to golden sunlight today) or perhaps the cancellation of two of my early morning classes might be to blame.

That said, cycling to university for my other classes has been invigorating.

Today I practiced a little for the choir concert, which will be next weekend with a dress rehearsal early in the week.

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Then I went grocery-shopping because of a Yemeni recipe with lentils, zhoug paste, beetroot and preserved lemons.

After buying other groceries like flour and coffee beans at the zero-waste store, I found coriander and parsley at a nearby Turkish supermarket, and picked up a carton of mazafati dates from Iran while I was at it. (These dates are very soft and melting on the inside, totally different from the tough, pale fruits that I grew up eating.) What the supermarket didn't have are the lemons.

The excursion to the zero-waste store was livelier thanks to the police van and a BVG (Berlin transit authority) vehicle nearby. It turns out that a water pipe burst underneath a street and flooded the area nearby. Based on my experience, the BVG official(s) was/were there to report back to the authorities when buses will be able to drive along the street once more. Usually I've seen them when a larger protest march is blocking a thoroughfare.

Next I tried a specialty grocery store with Middle Eastern imports in the neighbourhood. There I looked for the lemons in vain, and instead picked up strawberry-flavoured wafers. At home, these wafers turned out to be from Syria. I hadn't expected to wonder if I was propping up a dictatorship after grocery-shopping, and am crossing my fingers that I'm supporting peaceful commerce instead.

Lastly I popped into an African import store nearby, and they didn't have the lemons either. But I glimpsed boxes of fufu, fresh arrowroot?, and what looked like green plantains and large yellow cooking bananas. Maybe I should finally cook recipes from West Africa.

As I vaguely remembered, Yotam Ottolenghi's cookbook Jerusalem has a recipe for preserved lemons. Unfortunately it's impractical for my purposes, as the lemons must pickle for four weeks.

Aside from that, I bought more yarn from a sewing shop, because I've darned enough socks lately to run out of material. And I went to the bank. All in all, a productive day, and I tried to 'treat myself' after the hard work for university.

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I've been messaging with a classmate with whom I'll be doing a presentation in Spanish class, and finalizing the bullet points for my part of it. It's a little nervewracking, because I worry whether I'm micromanaging the presentation, whether she'll find her part of the presentation interesting and enjoyable enough, and whether I should have finished my part sooner so that she has an easier time of it, ... Also that my spoken Spanish won't meet the needs of the presentation. We are only allowed to write down keywords and not a full script... Terrifying!

But I feel smug for having started the reading for my Monday afternoon class. The book chapter we were assigned was written by the type of academic who thinks that his peers won't respect him if he doesn't use decasyllabic words derived from Latin or Ancient Greek often enough to totally confuse his meaning. After posting two of the silliest sentences to a family chat, I felt better.

Saturday, November 16, 2024

Shakespeare's Complete Works Reading Challenge: Third Day of Henry VI

WHAT IS THIS ABOUT? I've had a hankering to read and half-liveblog all of Shakespeare's plays (again)... in chronological order, starting with Henry VI, Part 1: written by Shakespeare (b. 1564) in 1591. I'm using an old Complete Works of Shakespeare edition from the Clarendon Press.

See also: Previous Henry VI blog posts, Act I Scene 1, and Act I Scene 2, 3 & 4.

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12:45 p.m.
ACT I. Scene V.

We near the end of Act I with two brief, bustling scenes set again in the French town of Orléans.

Joan of Arc chases a group of English soldiers across the stage, and Lord Talbot appears and tells the audience of his despair at his troops' rout.

Ever the feminist, he calls her "devil's dam," "witch," and "strumpet" as Joan reappears and he engages her in combat.

He does not win. But fortunately Joan is more interested in relieving the besieged French in Orléans than in fencing with the English lord. She breaks off the fight:

Talbot, farewell; thy hour is not yet come:
I must go to victual Orleans forthwith.

Mixing metaphors again, Shakespeare leaves Talbot to soliloquize sadly, "My thoughts whirl like a potter's wheel"

A witch, by fear, not force, like Hannibal,
Drives back our troops and conquers as she lists:
So bees with smoke, and doves with noisome stench,
Are from their hives and houses driven away

He feels as if the soldiers, who should represent the lion of England, have the souls of sheep on the battlefield...

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1:05 p.m.
ACT I. Scene VI.

King Charles VII gushingly praises Joan of Arc for her role in the victory at Orléans and adds,

Recover'd is the town of Orleans:
More blessed hap did ne'er befall our state.

Reignier, Duke of Anjou:

Dauphin, command the citizens make bonfires
And feast and banquet in the open streets,
To celebrate the joy that God hath given us.

Duke of Alençon:

All France will be replete with mirth and joy,
When they shall hear how we have play'd the men.

'Played' is a backhanded compliment, to my modern ears, although I think it's clear the Duke was praising himself without irony. But Charles instantly deflates the Duke's pretensions:

'Tis Joan, not we, by whom the day is won;
For which I will divide my crown with her;
And all the priests and friars in my realm
Shall in procession sing her endless praise.

[Given the multiplicity of female monarchs on the British Isles starting in the ten years before Shakespeare was born – 'Bloody' Mary (regnant 1553-1558, predating Shakespeare's play much as Margaret Thatcher would predate a drama written in 2024), Elizabeth I (1558-1603), and Mary, Queen of Scots – I am tempted to see a broader historical insight into how men were(n't) able to deal with women in traditionally male positions of power.

We haven't entirely lost this mindset that powerful women must be subdued into a domestic position if we agree with them, or demonized and destroyed if we disagree with them. Nor was this mindset absent in earlier times than Shakespeare's: in a Byzantinian literature seminar, my class once read the 12th-century epic Digenís Akrítas (Διγενῆς Ἀκρίτας), where the Amazon fighter Μαξιμώ isn't treated very kindly. 

In 2024, for example, American voters had reservations about Kamala Harris's candidacy for the presidency, not due to her policy but due to gender roles. Secretary of Defense nominee Peter Hegseth insists that female soldiers should not take on combat roles. Perhaps the world hasn't changed much 433 years after the Bard wrote Henry VI, except that (I think) it's no longer trendy to accuse women of witchcraft.]

Despite — or because of — Shakespeare's over-the-top writing style in Henry VI, the descriptions of celebrations, and his heavy use of fight scenes, are picturesque and entertaining: miles more readable, perhaps, than works by his contemporaries. I know too little of Elizabethan drama and of theatre technique to draw comparisons of stageworthiness.

Returning to the text, I'm not sure if Shakespeare's writerly judgment was dominant, however, when he closes Act I by making the Dauphin anticipate Joan of Arc's funeral as they're celebrating their military victory:

In memory of her when she is dead,
Her ashes, in an urn more precious
Than the rich-jewell'd coffer of Darius,
Transported shall be at high festivals
Before the kings and queens of France.

Imagine President Biden greeting a military general who has served with distinction by telling the officer that he, she, or they will have a beautiful tomb in Arlington National Cemetery.

But it can also be a 'rapprochement' to Shakespeare's Elizabethan, English audience. They would have known that what the Dauphin predicts is true:

No longer on Saint Denis will we cry,
But Joan la Pucelle shall be France's saint.

End of ACT I.

Thursday, November 14, 2024

Shakespeare's Complete Works Reading Challenge: More of Henry VI

WHAT IS THIS ABOUT? I have a hankering to read all of Shakespeare's plays (again)... starting in chronological order with Henry VI, Part 1: written by Shakespeare (b. 1564) in 1591. I'm using an old Complete Works of Shakespeare edition from the Clarendon Press. I'm half-liveblogging, half just writing traditional posts.

See also: Previous Henry VI blog post, Act I Scene 1.

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Charles VII of France, 20 years older than in Act I. (1444)
Painting by Jean Fouquet,
from the Louvre.
Source: Wikipedia

ACT I. Scene II.

We are now in France.

The Dauphin, known in modern French historiography as Charles VII the Victorious, is addressing his army and his allies. Maybe he originally wanted to tell them, 'You win some, you lose some,' but we will never truly know! Instead he chooses this wording:

Mars his true moving, even as in the heavens
So in the earth, to this day is not known.
Late did he shine upon the English side;
Now we are victors; upon us he smiles.

In Scene I an English duke had accused the French rather flatteringly of 'subtle wit' and, less flatteringly, of sorcery. Now, the French call the English 1. pale, and 2. obsessed with porridge and beef. (I think that attempting to insult a British person with porridge references might still work in 2024, whereas the pallor stereotype wouldn't as it is now used for the Irish?)

Insults aside, the Dauphin is cautiously optimistic. The Earl of Salisbury's weakened troops are the main remnant of England's military, and he is confident about defeating them.

But France's army has a rough awakening.

The stage directions say Exeunt. The Dauphin and his allies walk out, prepared to fight and defeat the Earl.

But shortly everyone is back on stage:

It turns out that the Earl of Salisbury made up in determination, for what he lacked in manpower.

As the French leaders lament their military defeat, the 'Bastard of Orleans' joins them.

"Bastard of Orleans, thrice welcome to us," exclaims the Dauphin. It is a greeting that would, I think, seem rude in most other contexts.

The Bastard of Orleans tells His Majesty that he has found Joan of Arc. He wants the Dauphin to meet her because she might be the solution to all their problems.

The Dauphin is fine with the meeting. But to test Joan of Arc, he asks the Duke of Anjou to impersonate the king.

Joan La Pucelle ('Joan The Maid') enters, spots the trick, and turns to the real Dauphin instead, demanding to speak with him alone.

Dauphin, I am by birth a shepherd's daughter,
My wit untrain'd in any kind of art.

she begins. Then she literally tells the Dauphin her life story, including how she was visited by the Virgin Mary. After that heavenly vision, Joan of Arc says immodestly, explaining why she isn't tanned like anyone living and working outdoors would otherwise be, "That beauty am I bless'd with which you see."

She asks the Dauphin to test her in single combat.

In a striking contrast to modern heads of government, the Dauphin is happy to interact with an armed stranger. (Perhaps it was reassuring that Joan of Arc had accessorized her sword with "five flower-de-luces on each side.")

But he is overconfident: Joan of Arc overpowers him.

He doesn't dislike her for it, but praises her as an Amazon. It's the same odd mixture of Greek and Roman mythology with Christian theology that we see elsewhere in the play. She quickly disclaims any great skill, and attributes her victory to the Virgin Mary.

The Dauphin is lovestruck. [In the TV adaptations that the BBC produced in the 1960s, however, he is portrayed as less lovestruck than as a handsy lecher, which is also plausible.] Joan of Arc tells him that there's plenty of time for that ... after the war.

Persuaded, he only asks,

Meanwhile look gracious on thy prostrate thrall.

Meanwhile, the Dukes are not very impressed.

But Joan promises to repel the English for them:

Glory is like a circle in the water,
Which never ceaseth to enlarge itself,
Till by broad spreading it disperse to nought.

Tragically she doesn't leave that metaphor to stand for itself. She adds: "Now I am like that proud insulting ship / Which Caesar and his fortune bare at once." ... I think that a shepherd's daughter steeped in medieval Catholicism and warfare would probably not be mentioning thousand-year-old Roman history. The phrase "insulting ship" sounds even sillier; but perhaps the choice of adjective and noun is better than the alternatives ... let's say, like 'foul-mouthed dinghy'.

Charles, mangling both the Roman and Christian religions (wouldn't at least a few medieval and classical authorities have murdered him 'to encourage the others'?), replies

Bright star of Venus, fall'n down on the earth,
How may I reverently worship thee enough?

The Duke of Alençon, perhaps wishing to spare the audience, interrupts:

Leave off delays and let us raise the siege.

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7:30 p.m.
ACT I. Scene III.


We are now at the Tower of London. Within its walls somewhere, Henry VI is probably napping in his medieval crib. The Duke of Gloucester has arrived at the door, eager to begin serving Henry VI as his Lord Protector. But the Tower's guards (like the bouncers of Berghain) refuse to let him in.

Beautiful British Columbia: Our September 2024 Holiday, Part Three

[Disclaimer: There's always a risk of ludicrous error when, after passing through a place where other people live their whole lives, for 2 days, you make confident statements about that place. I apologize for any inaccurate characterizations of the locations in these blog posts!]

I woke up at 5:15 a.m., and ambled out into the parking lot in the dim morning light. A trace of sulphur (I won't say brimstone) hung in the air.

When my brothers were ready, we strolled off into Lumby's centre. On a triangular lawn beside the thoroughfare, children had coloured fish shapes, and the fish were arranged to cavort in waves along the fence.

An ambulance service building is located beside the park. Behind it we found a public library. Beyond that, a village museum.

A teenage Lumbyite stepped out of one of the family homes to walk the dog.

He looked over at us, keeping a grip on his pet, and started up a conversation, hollering across the street in a friendly fashion. 'I have a little bit of German in me too,' he said when my brothers explained our European provenance, 'but I only speak a few words.'

He recommended, after a moment's thought, that we visit the co-op in town. We were amused that he seemed to be trying to drive in business for the owner (maybe a relative or a family friend?) with an air that was half guilty and wholly devious.

Lumby museum, September 12, 2024.
All rights reserved.

The village museum was not yet open, but we wandered through the yard.

The weatherboarded buildings were decorated with hanging pink, white, and purple petunias, like the rest of the village. Murals on the outer walls depicted the local history of forestry and agriculture. A John Deere tractor from the 1940s stood in the yard, as well as more enigmatic machinery (a combine?). It intrigued me to think that my paternal grandfather may have driven that exact model of tractor when he farmed in the 1950s and 60s.

In a trim, peak-roofed shed, a bright red fire engine appeared to be from the 1950s. It now had a vintage vehicle license plate.

Then we walked along the empty streets. There were more murals, like a tribute to World War I veterans on the Royal Canadian Legion building. A blue plastic cupboard at the sidewalk held free newspapers, likely The Vernon Morning Star.

While Lumby doesn't look like a hippie commune, it is not immune to another sea change that has also occurred since we visited Canada in 2018 (the year of federal cannabis legalization): it had at least one marijuana shop.

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In general the impression in Lumby was of a pleasant, hearty civic culture. Public art, community information boards full of up-to-date events, and people who knew each other well when they crossed paths in the streets and shops.

The Salmon Trail complex is ideal for walking a dog, for example, and it winds along industrial territory at the edge of the village. In a cedar wood gazebo near the co-op shop, signs explained the First Nations history of present-day Lumby, as well as the French-Canadian fur trappers who had settled here in the 1800s and the subsequent lumber industry that dominated the town into the 1990s. The different trail sections borrow names from salmon species: Chinook, for example, or Kokanee.

We loved the Salmon Trail. We walked along a creek half-buried in large old willows, other leafy trees, and saskatoon berry bushes, which one could imagine looking the same in the late 1800s. It was like a scene from a Laura Ingalls Wilder book. A few trees less close to the creek were apparently recovering from the droughts of the summer, berries half-drooping.

A wall of felled tree trunks was piled beside the trail at a bend, glowing red as fresh wood does after rain or dew. Looking at the trunks' cross-sections, however, I thought they were often so small that I couldn't imagine that the trees had been felled for profit. Passing by again later, we saw the clue: black scorch marks. The logs must have been salvage from a forest fire. I wondered if they'd be used for pulp, or mulch, or left to disintegrate entirely.

Eventually we emerged back out on the highway, returning to our motel.

We hadn't seen any salmon per se. Although they had been fished near Lumby since time immemorial, also by First Nations (specifically, Chinook salmon, by the Secwépemc). Or, for that matter, coyotes, which are still celebrated by the Splatsin band.

After Uncle Pu was up, we walked to the dollar store in search of tour guidebooks for our Sugar Mountain hike. They didn't have any guidebooks. But I bought half a litre of water and the lady there kindly gave me two free newspapers from behind her counter: one from nearby Vernon and one from Lumby itself.

We ate breakfast at a café across the street. A group of plaid-shirted regulars in their late forties or fifties sat at the entrance, and one of them made a joke that we'd best avoid the café's food ... which didn't seem to land 100% well with the waitress/co-owner. In a plaid shirt herself, she greeted us in an ANZAC accent. We sat down at a table near the shelves of pie and other baked goods, and soon the menus were before us.

I ordered a Denver omelette with green bell peppers, ham, Monterey Jack cheese, and spring onions. It came with toast and hash browns, which were cubed instead of grated. The others ordered pancakes and hamburgers. We finished it all, and when the brothers were done they ordered a second round. The waitress's eyebrows may have lifted slightly! But since we were going to go hiking we wanted to eat heartily, and we finished it all. She was cook as well as waitress, and did the cooking, chopping and frying on the other side of a long counter as people passed in and out the café door.

Like the last day's breakfast in Princeton, the food was enjoyable, and neither tasted or looked like an industrial product. I put jam on my toast, as well as cream in my coffee: so soon we gathered an army of little plastic tubs in the centre of the table. I thought the waitress listened in on our witty(?) banter about bears and hiking. At any rate I felt that she thawed toward us in the course of our breakfast, even before we ordered the second round of food.

I was getting nervous about the late time. But there wasn't much help for it, because the Tourism Information Centre opened at 11 a.m. While we waited, Uncle Pu and Gi. also roamed the grocery chain store ("Open 7 Days A Week", "Back To School Sale! All Stationery 15% Off", "Free Coffee 8-5 In Bakery/Deli Area") to look for bear spray, but bear spray wasn't in stock. That said, a local man had a tale to tell about having met an elderly bear ambling around Saddle Mountain recently: it was a good anecdote of course, but a little unsettling.

The co-op had opened, too. Community leaflets were hung up outside the door, and locals were shopping within. The brothers stocked up on organic fruit juice boxes, candied ginger, and other provisions. In the meantime I stared at yerba mate (which seems popular in British Columbia these days; I've never had it even though it's also common in Berlin) and bread, and felt impressed that 454g bags of regional apples were on sale at a mere $1.69. The cashier smiled as she checked out our groceries, asked if we were passing through, then advised us to watch out for elk.

Finally we had a map of the Sugar Mountain Lookout, and we drove off toward Cherryville again.

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We left the fork in the road we'd seen the day before, ascending the Kate Creek Forest Service Road. The road had a kilometre number and strip of pink tape at regular distances attached to trees along the road. I'd say it was narrow. Travelling along it became fraught by the 5th kilometre.

At first, our car's white paint and the increasingly dire need for a car wash were our main concerns: like gardening in white leather riding boots that had looked pretty in a KaDeWe window. But the road also had potholes and ridges and dips. Besides our minivan was low-slung. Secondly, it had a lovely bouncy suspension: the car did not just fly up far, but it also dropped down far, especially when we hit an obstacle. After the first handful of kilometres, we flew down onto a rock embedded in the road, and it grated against our minivan's undercarriage.

Envisioning metal car entrails and transmission fluid scattered on the path behind us, we braked the car. Two of the brothers and Uncle Pu got out and stooped to take a look at the undercarriage. Fortunately all was well.

Uncle Pu wisely adjusted our speed to a slow crawl after that, and watched for other rocks. It was a little boring, but better than roadside repairs in the wilderness. We didn't meet any other car for a long time, just rolled past a pick-up truck parked in a roadside niche.

Instead we saw the wreckage left from a wildfire, I think the Sitkum Creek fire that was reported as largely under control by a Vernon website in late July: slender cedar trees that couldn't have been more than 15 years old, with blackened trunks and dead red needles, sometimes toppled into the road. Scorched undergrowth, just rock and soil instead of weeds and bushes and moss. Forest swathes looking red with black streaks, instead of dark green. More debris, like fresh wood chips, testified to the crews of workers who had diligently laboured to clear the road afterward.

I'd read a Nora Roberts novel about forest fires and smokejumpers (Chasing Fire?) a month or so before this holiday, which unfortunately supercharged my imagination now. So I was better informed than I wanted to be, and was pondering survival strategies if a wildfire broke out while we were driving along here. (Later it looked like the trees that had survived generally grew in the valleys of watercourses, especially in forks where several watercourses met. So our best bet might have been to look for the nearest ditch.)

We went up 23 kilometres or thereabouts. There was a large clearing, part forest fire and part salvage; bleached tree trunks that looked like another atmospheric Pacific Northwest Coast painting, fireweed and other weeds blanketing the destruction, black spiders crawling over rough, fading pebbles and decomposing wood. A kind of cleared dump was beside the road, leftover dead trees and charred wood littering the ground. The view over wooded slopes to the horizon was magnificent.

Another minivan, also mildly unsuited for the terrain, rolled down the hillside. The drivers were tourists looking for Rainbow Falls. If I recall my uncle's and brothers' reports correctly, the husband and wife had given up, and now their aim was to get home before their baby woke up.

We rolled back to around the 17th kilometre of the Forest Service Road, where we concluded the hiking trail was likely to be. Then we got out and started walking up the feeder road.

It was informally paved with loose rubble, pressed into topsoil by the weight of vehicles, stones perhaps at most the size of a fist. Going up was safe enough and none of us twisted an ankle. And of course it was impressive that someone had gone to the trouble to haul up the gravel so that nobody would get mired in mud. The stones were a dizzying array, and I lamented never going deeper into geology studies; I could barely tell apart sedimentary from igneous and metamorphic.

The wildlife was wonderful: the birds in the area seemed outright inquisitive, chirping away and hopping around the side of the trail to watch us. A creek rushed away, hidden, to our right. A slender ditch to the left, drained downslope occasionally by culverts hidden beneath the road, had a few flowers and greenery along it, and butterflies fluttered across the path. Young poplar trees were emerging. Chipmunks even ran along the forest floor and up the trees nearby. I won't say it was a scene out of a Disney film, but it was quite cheering.

While I also kept an eye out for paw prints and animal droppings on the path, and any scent of ripe bear in the air, I thought that the insouciant birdsong was a safe sign that there was no large predator nearby. Uncle Pu did spot what he thought were elk droppings: like a cow patty, but smaller.


J. was our travel guide, looking at his map, and rather maddeningly reporting that even when we reached large post-forest fire clearings, we were at best only 1/3rd of the way there. Our estimate was that the hike was 7 kilometres, but it turned out that this was 'as the crow flies': on this steep terrain, reaching our destination in an hour and a half was impossible.

We saw big boulders that had split apart in the heat, or as forest fire fighting water had been dumped on them, surrounded by large tree trunks. They looked like a giant's campsite in The Hobbit.

Finally we reached the end of the clearings, taking switchback turns and reaching a point where we no longer saw many all-terrain vehicle treadmarks. But we were nowhere near the summit of Sugar Mountain Lookout.

We decided to keep hiking until 4 p.m., then turn back. As always, the steep mountains around us meant that sunset would be earlier than it would be in the plains. We needed ample daylight to get back to our car and down the mountain.

At the opening to the forest, a plain bridge of four or five logs was embedded in the mud of a little creek, which we walked over. I ate a few red thimbleberries from the well-laden bushes that grew nearby. Given that bears have a reputation for loving banquets at berry patches, I figured it was unlikely a bear had been here recently.

I meditated about the forest's recent past, apart from the wildfires. Seeing a ribbon of the Tonka forestry company along part of the terrain, I wondered if this was just a property boundary or a warning that more of the forest would be logged. I also wasn't sure if the trees were just spindly due to the Monashee Mountains altitude, or most of the trees on Sugar Mountain Lookout were in fact a young generation, growing in an area that had been clearcut (once or twice?) between the 1880s and 1960s.

Eventually we heard a revving motor up the mountain. As it neared, we stepped politely back from the path at the trailside. Two young women, laughing and enjoying themselves, slowly tumbled down the rocky slope in an open-topped, four-wheel ATV. They paused their motor to chat with us. 'On Fridays,' they explained, 'the men of the area come around here in their pick-up trucks. But mostly it's pretty quiet.'

Further up the path a black t-shirt had been tossed over a tree limb: a practical joke during one of those Friday parties? Or perhaps it was an ad hoc lost-and-found.

Anyway, our time was up. The brothers and Uncle Pu posed for a photograph, pretty cheerful, preparing to turn back. Meanwhile I was grumpy because I'd wanted to reach the top of something.

The climb back down was more dangerous than the way up. I did slip once, dropping into a Cossack split like the ones in the women's gymnastics floor routines at the Paris Summer Olympics. But I carefully stretched out my leg muscles, and in a minute the limb felt fine again.

It was too late in the day to drive to New Denver afterward.

Instead, we returned to Lumby – I'd say, a bit crestfallen. We didn't even bother to eat any dinner, just went to sleep to the sounds of a baseball or softball game beside the motel. My notes say that the guest in the room next door was watching TV again; but it was quieter and I wouldn't have remembered it without the written evidence.

The next day we'd already begin referring to Sugar Mountain as 'Bitter Mountain'...

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Shakespeare's Complete Works Reading Challenge: Henry VI

I have a hankering to try to read all of Shakespeare's plays again, taking a certain U.S. vice-presidential candidate's completist approach to newspapers and applying it to Elizabethan drama. (Disclaimer: But I've never read King John.) Let's start in chronological order with Henry VI, Part 1: Shakespeare (b. 1564) wrote it in 1591. I'm using a vintage, turn-of-the-century clothbound Complete Works of Shakespeare edition from the Clarendon Press.

Disclaimer: Not all of these plays may be from Shakespeare. Maybe some of them were co-written. Maybe there are more plays by Shakespeare that are as yet undiscovered. And the chronological order is disputed as well.

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The History
We are in England before, then during, the Wars of the Roses: York and Lancaster battling to seize or keep the throne, as French peers look on with a beady, warlike eye. Henry VI ascended the throne as a baby, in 1422. The Wars began in 1455. In terms of historical distance, I guess that Shakespeare writing about Henry VI's early life is like a contemporary dramatist writing about the Crimean War.

7 p.m.
ACT I. Scene I.

King Henry V has just ascended to the throne in the sky. Shakespeare transports us to Westminster Abbey, where dukes have gathered for the King's funeral.

Duke of Bedford:
Hung be the heavens with black, yield day to night!
Comets, importing change of times and states,
Brandish your crystal tresses in the sky,
And with them scourge the bad revolting stars,
That have consented unto Henry's death!
Maybe I personally wouldn't say that a comet wields crystal hair; but who am I to judge?

But when the Duke of Gloucester, praising Henry V's reign as a warrior king during the Hundred Years' War, says, "His arms spread wider than a dragon's wings," I agree with the verdict that the Bard can do better than his writing in Henry VI. It sounds like a laboured metaphor; to me it recalls mental images of Fantastic Four superheroes .... But perhaps an Elizabethan would only have found it elegant.

[The Wikipedia article reports that there doesn't seem to have been any full performance of Henry VI, Part 1, between 1592 and 1738 – and after 1738, until 1906, even though Edmund Kean put on an adapted version of Henry VI in 1817, for example. I'm too ignorant of theatre to understand if this is coincidence, or logistics; or if this is evidence that for the past four centuries not just critics, but many other readers, have considered this play as a bit of a stinker by Shakespeare's standards.]
Upon a wooden coffin we attend,
And death's dishonourable victory
We with our stately presence glorify,
Like captives bound to a triumphant car.

Friday, November 08, 2024

One Month In: The Fall-Winter Semester of 2024

The flu of last week has subsided. On Thursday and Friday I'd felt like a malingerer, although it was clear I might still be contagious and I did feel mildly weak. On Tuesday my conscience eased: during choir practice it was clear that in fact the respiratory illness had put my lungs through the wringer.

University is exhausting but engrossing as ever. On Monday morning at the ungodly hour of 8:11 a.m. I walked into the Spanish classroom, pleased at being early. But I was only the second person there, because in fact the class had been cancelled. (My fault for not checking the university email account after 9 p.m. the day before.)

Spanish did take place on Wednesday as scheduled. We were asked to do an assignment in pairs, and I still haven't arranged that due to feeling too shy to ask anyone; more homework is looming like the sword of Damocles.

Tuesday was Greek, Wednesday was also Greek with an instructor I'd never had before... the professor ran out of the room with a runny nose due to allergies and came back in with a rolled-up piece of paper towel in one nostril. It was quite distracting. In any case I was in a bit of a brain fog and felt rather overwhelmed.

It was also the U.S. election day. I found out after the Spanish class due to chatter in the university hallways that Kamala Harris had lost.

My legs went a little bit wobbly, if I'm honest, while I looked up the home page of the Guardian on my smartphone. The reports of world leaders congratulating the 47th president on his victory put the proverbial nail into the coffin of my optimism.

But I consoled myself with reading Michelle Obama's memoir before the next class, picturing an alternative reality. It was a nice surprise to meet my mother outside the cafeteria, and she gave me a hug before continuing to her seminar. I had a slice of apple cake as comfort food. And later, while I was sitting in the hallway reading, my regular Greek professor passed by and happily greeted me when she saw me; that was also comforting.

Anyway, after a feeble walk to make sure I got some exercise, I got home and soon had such a bad migraine that I slept for most of the rest of the afternoon, and then all night. In the morning it was cured, but...

I hadn't done my homework for Thursday, and that was also pretty obvious when we went over the exercises in my Greek class...

That morning, I'd had another political shock when, in a chat with friends, I saw that the Chancellor of Germany had fired the finance minister, thus alienating the FDP coalition allies and essentially precipitating a new round of federal elections.

The actual Firing Ceremony at the presidential palace did make me cringe with sympathy for the finance minister. But other than that one would need to be a massive fan of FDP policies, I think, to feel sad about his departure. Hypothetically speaking, anyone else might be quite willing to wish that the door would not hit him where the good Lord split him, on his way out...

But I'm not eager to see xenophobia, short-sighted economics that don't take into account the financial risks of climate change, or swivel-eyed distrust of the federal government due to what some blithering idiot recently said on a 9-minute YouTube video, become the defining characteristics of federal policy. Thus I am not eager for new elections.

My theory, oft aired to family, is that Chancellor Scholz saw that the 45th President of the US had won the election again, and decided that there was no way he wanted to deal with that mess.

In general the world political situation feels so bizarre and unstable that the morbid metaphor has come to mind that I have to do my part for humanity along the lines of the musicians on the Titanic: keep playing the instrument to keep people calm as we sink beneath the waves of the Atlantic.

Anyway, Thursday (yesterday) evening wasn't spent just talking German politics or watching the Tagesschau. I reviewed my Spanish linguistics professor's slides from last week and read the first paragraph or two from the prescribed reading, which was about phonetics. I only glanced at a worksheet that was assigned as homework but would, I thought, also be done on-the-spot in class...

But when I entered the linguistics classroom this morning, the others were reviewing their finished worksheets in groups of 2 or 3 to compare their answers...

The last class of the week was about classical Latin transforming into vulgar Latin into, for example, Old French and Medieval French, into Modern French. I liked the subject matter, along with the examples of words that had changed over time. It was also nostalgic, because at a Canadian university I'd been taught the medieval French work Lai de Lanval, in a bilingual text where we were allowed to stick to the modern French transcription.

Afterward I had enough energy to get small presents for a friend's birthday, before reaching home in the very November weather.

Since then I've admittedly been pretty useless.

It looks like the years that I spent worrying about my workplace are now wreaking their vengeance: every time I come across the smallest stressor at university, like a test or a bit of forced socialization that I don't immediately feel comfortable with, I go off like a rocket. And I don't have much time to climb down again. (I need to do homework in that slot, for example, or sleep before class the next day instead of lying awake, or take care of other obligations. Admittedly sometimes the feeling of getting a piece of work done does cure anxiety.)

Either way, homework needs to wait for tomorrow.

Saturday, November 02, 2024

Beautiful British Columbia: Our September 2024 Holiday, Part Two

A motel and a Seventh Day Adventist church in Hope,
British Columbia. All rights reserved.

On the second day of the holiday, I woke up at around 5:30 a.m. Mist was creeping through the Hope Lookout mountain above the motel, and it reminded me of First Nations legends of bears and witches; it wasn't hard to imagine supernatural beings.

A faint rain was tapping at the windows. A few of the fellow motel guests were already up and about early, lights in their rooms if they hadn't already set off.

We walked up to the church, discovered a stencilled cut-out parking lot gate with the design of a family of deer behind it. From the Private Property forest beside it, a woman in a beanie came out of the sea of fallen maple leaves with her dog. The fragrance of woodsmoke hung in the air.

At the foot of the hill, on the other side of the highway, we investigated the Mile Zero post, and a sign that Emil Anderson Construction had put up to commemorate the building of the Hope-Princeton Highway in the 1940s. Interned Japanese-Canadian labourers had also had to help construct the highway.

I wasn't sure what "rip rap" meant, on the sign, so I asked an orange-vested technician who was just lowering a wire into a rectangular pit in the lawn nearby. He took a moment to reflect, then answered that "rip rap" are large boulders, adding that they are used to strengthen river banks, for example. On the other side of the historical information, a sculpted relief artwork showed two workers using old-fashioned methods of hand-drilling granite.

When we reported our findings to Uncle Pu afterward, he remarked dryly that in his day, nobody would have thought of considering the Highway as a historic site. It had just been built!

WE DROVE OFF soon afterward, along the Coquihalla River Highway. Warning signs told us of avalanches and dangerous winter conditions, and we also ended up behind a logging truck or two: long strips of bark flagging behind the tree trunks in the wind rather like the hair of a corpse in a horror movie, and blue squiggles of paint that marked the trunks' ends. Speed limits went up to 110 km/h, but we had to slow down for construction zones.

It was remote enough that we saw the first signs that any drivers who run out of gasoline are in for a rough time: "Check fuel. No station ahead for 110 km." But it was also populated enough that groups of children were gathered at random points, presumably waiting for their school bus.

Pictograms showed that bicycles were meant to ride along designated portions of the highway. But, as these portions looked identical to the usual, narrow, unshielded highway margin to me, I wrote in my notes that the 'trails' were "not terribly enticing." The other wildlife, besides cyclists and logging trucks, to which highway signage alerted us were mule deer. But we were also warned of a forest fire danger.

We crossed "19 MILE CREEK" and then the "SKAGIT RIVER," the latter of which the family had met in 1998 when we started a road trip across the United States; and the Similkameen River kept us company on our journey as well.

A few highway signs (e.g. "CHECK YOUR SPEED") might be designed purely to keep long-haul truck drivers awake and stimulated. 

TRUCK DRIVING is a dangerous job. Many trucks passed along the highways and many signs explained varying dangers unique to large vehicles, so I learned to appreciate the profession, and the challenges of keeping grocery, lumber, etc. stores in remote parts of Canada well stocked, a bit more.


We saw one or two accident sites during our road trip. Not far from Hope, there was an "OIL SPILL" sign at a bend in the highway. Behind it, truck wheels were lying upside down behind the triangular concrete barriers of the roadside. A few metres on I remember seeing twisted wreckage of the truck's white cab.

Right after, in my notes: "brake check for trucks; runaway lane; truck trailer flipped on side beside highway."

The brake checks are side lanes; truck drivers pull into them to pause and test their brakes. The runaway lanes are roads that split off of the highway. According to the Wikipedia entry "Runaway truck ramp," the problem is that trucks can accelerate too much if going downhill, and brakes can fail through overheating or through wear & tear. So truck drivers are permitted to divert onto the runaway lanes, gradually letting their vehicle run out of (metaphorical) steam.

As far as I saw, even 6% slopes cause problems for trucks: evidently, mammoth vehicles are sensitive machines in their own way.

THE FURTHER AWAY from the coast we sped, the more Texas-style terrain, typical of British Columbia's Interior, we met. Instead of the Douglas fir and cedar forests of the rain-soaked Coastal areas, we began to see livestock fences (I sketched one; it looks like barbed wire) in ranch land, sun-bleached golden grass, sagebrush, and dark green pine trees. It's rattlesnake country, too. Fortunately we didn't meet any.

WE LANDED in Princeton (no, not that Princeton) around 9:45 a.m.. Uncle Pu remembered having eaten fried chicken beside the highway in the 1970s. Being a bad niece, I privately thought this was no reason to expect a nice breakfast in the same spot 50 years later. But I was wrong.

We parked near a pick-up truck on the other side of the fence from a roadside inn, and walked in to the family restaurant near the former chicken spot. It had a splendid cowboy-style breakfast menu.

It looked like six table nooks were already occupied, one of them by an invisible baby that occasionally raised a ruckus. It was nice to listen to the conversations. It seemed as if a lot of diners were regulars. One or two of them wore plaid shirts, and a man wore a black cowboy hat. Two motorcyclists came in later, laying aside their helmets. On the TV beside us, sportscasters were discussing an ice hockey game: a Canadian touch. The cook was rattling away somewhere in the kitchen, out of sight.

We ordered coffee. We put in creamer from the little plastic tubs on the table. And I ordered a cheddar omelette, opting for brown toast over sourdough or white.

The three-egg omelette arrived with two slices of toast (buttered and cut into triangles), grated potato hash browns, and an orange slice with a sprig of parsley as garnish. Uncle Pu ate hotcakes, and my brothers ordered sausages and bacon with eggs (over easy) as well.

J. thought that he was duty-bound to finish the glass jar of maple syrup that was handed to him with his pancakes (I think it was a litre) that the waitress brought. But in retrospect, I'm not sure.

Our waitress came around and topped up everyone's coffee, two or three times. In general I thought she was tremendously hardworking and efficient.

I was agog. Last time I went to Canada I still thought that I'd die if I needed to live in the countryside for more than a few months at a time. But this time it was not hard to picture myself living out on a farm, coming in to town once or twice per week to eat breakfast at the restaurant....

I'd probably still make a poor country dweller. But the main realization of the Canadian journey was that I don't like my life in Berlin as much as I'd thought. It might not only be the restricted lifestyle while the anaemia was in force that disenchanted me. I think that the city feels like more of a wasteland since many friends have moved away, and I don't have many routines that bring me into regular contact with the friends who do still live here.

Regardless of cause, small signs had been nagging at me before that all is not well, for example that my houseplants have almost all died even though I was at home to take care of them; in retrospect I was right to worry. I'm hoping that being enrolled as a proper student will be the change that I need, but I guess that daydreams are also fun to have.


AFTER BREAKFAST we drove onward to fruit orchard country. It wasn't growing any lusher, old wooden mining shacks were dug into desiccated slopes, and a sign warned us "CAUTION BIGHORN SHEEP," a species I'd never have bumped into on the Coast. But at Keremeos we disembarked from the car as Uncle Pu pulled us to the roadside, and we ambled through a fruit stand. We found plums, Concord grapes, pears, apples, and even cherries. The stand also sold gourd vegetables and corn cobs and chili peppers, tourist items like maple syrup bottles and Ogopogo sauce, and bags in woven fabrics made by Indigenous artists. (Other markets advertised peaches and nectarines.)

I walked behind the fruit stand to look at the apple trees, which were all relatively short and so densely packed with fruit that it was clear that they were specially bred and pruned for commercial use. Big, dusty wood tubs, stacked nearby, were used to gather the fruit. There was also a long vegetable patch. On the other side of the highway, a moisture-less slope of what looked like fine, dark grey volcanic silt rose above the asphalt.

We passed wineries as well as fruit stands after that, as we neared Kelowna.

I've never been to Kelowna except to the airport, but my grandfather worked there for a few years as a professor of German literature at Okanagan College, his new doctorate from UBC in hand. At first he lived in a rental apartment, but then he bought a plot of land on a pine forest slope at the southern periphery of Kelowna. On that land my father (with help) built a two-story wooden house that unfortunately burned down decades later, in a forest fire around 2003.

Its main bridge was replaced around 2008, and I wrote in my notes "a ton of urban development, new high-rises, subdivisions." What's there now seems, architecturally speaking, rather at war with whatever vestiges of nature, landscape, or 20th-century architecture remain.

Road construction work at Okanagan Lake

At any rate we drove the car back down toward Okanagan Lake and then stopped by the beach at Cache Creek. It seemed to be a fishing spot, and back in the 70s and 80s had been a favourite haunt of my grandparents. I read the warning signs to see if there were any problems with water quality, but they mentioned nothing. A film of brown organic debris or growth on the smooth stones in the water, which was lukewarm even in September, suggested that maybe I was right to be wary. But the temperature was pleasant. A few little fish visited me in the shallows, while a larger fish hopped further out. Ge. even went swimming.

AFTERWARD WE DROVE to the Orchard Park shopping mall.

Wild geese were migrating and flew behind the trees near the parking lot. The brothers sorted out a Canadian telephone contract, as I walked back and forth along the tarmac and the two drought-nipped plane trees that were out of their element in a roadside planting. Ambulance sirens went up and down the street and I felt rather anxious, unhappy about being in a city again and being exposed to daily symptoms of the miseries of others.

Then we went over to the mall proper.

My uncle and I walked around, seeing Roots and Old Navy and Aritzia and other clothing retailers, Purdy's Chocolates, a Shoppers Drug Mart, and a man who looked bored as he waited for someone to buy pierogis from his Ukrainian stand. I made eye contact. (Ever since working in a Christmas market, I try to smile at salespeople now and then.) And I think we both half-smiled; not sure if he also had the sense that here were two transplanted Europeans adrift abroad, as he had no way of knowing where I was from.

The mall wasn't busy, or it was too large to tell that it was busy. The brothers went to Tim Hortons, and we met them there as they were just finishing their doughnuts and drinks.

IN THE AFTERNOON we drove out of Kelowna, along the Shuswap River, toward Cherryville, which is small and unpopulated enough to be unincorporated.

We drove through Lumby first. As the biggest settlement near Cherryville, Uncle Pu thought it was likeliest we'd find a place to stay overnight there. Having driven through and gotten an idea, we proceeded to our adventure.

My grandfather had lived in Cherryville, in a remote wood house amongst the hippies in a forested, farmed area. It was a green and pleasant territory, with pale blue chicory flowers at the roadside, and a sign "Watch for Livestock." Looking at the rural plots of land, rattling along fine gravel roads, as we struggled to see any sign of our grandfather's house and only Gi. managed to see a glimpse of the roof, J. remarked ironically, "Can't argue it's been gentrified."

In fact, the gravel roads were wreaking havoc on the formerly gleaming white expanse of our minivan, and I was worried that the windshield would crack or the paint be irrevocably scratched.

Adding to the natural idyll, however, my uncle and brothers sighted an owl.

WE THEN ROAMED the forest service roads to find the trail to a hiking path that my uncle remembered walking along in the 1970s ... once. The charm of it, he said, was that the hiking path leads you to the top of the tree line, where the forest ends and the bald rock begins.

I was a skeptical niece again, thinking privately that vague recollections of 70s wilderness aren't a reliable basis for 2020s walking tours. This time I will say it was justified.

We found out that the Kate Creek Forest Service Road was out of commission, past a certain number of kilometres, and that some bridges were out, based on a sign. That road looked like it was the likeliest to bring us near the hiking path, so that was a bad precondition for our plan.

At any rate we found Sugar Lake, which is the reservoir for a hydroelectric dam.

Being the reservoir of a dam brings with it dangers to life and limb: sudden changes in water levels, hazardous debris, etc.

What we saw was a jewel-green, placid body of water that might have sprung from a fairy tale by Hans Christian Andersen. A motel/RV park at one side transplanted it into the modern age, but otherwise it was embedded in forest. Ripples flowed across the water where fish released bubbles, hinting at a paradise for fishermen.

We'd hoped to stay at the motel, but it became clear that wasn't happening. The individual houses were being put up for sale; it looked like the owners were giving up the old business. Besides, the motel's rules were that we'd need to book a week at a time.

SO WE DROVE back to Lumby. It was bliss when our wheels hit an asphalted road once more.

We turned in at a motel at one end of town. A pair of deer antlers were nailed to a long building beside a restaurant, at the entrance to the highway. Then, further in: a two-level brown motel with dark wood siding, and hanging planter baskets of petunias in keeping with the floral decorations on the old-fashioned lamp-posts in the village proper. Beside it, a creek trickled away in the underbrush to one side, as another watercourse roared through a rocky channel on the other.

The motel seemed popular: trucks and motorcycles and cars etc. filled the parking lot. There was a freewheeling, beer-swilling Friday evening mood. In retrospect there might have been a sports game on the adjoining field.

WHEN WE'D SETTLED IN, we walked over to a nearby Chinese restaurant. A waitress, so young that I felt like I was complicit in child labour, was tending to the two or three tables of guests including us. She was handing over paper take-out bags to men (at least one of them wearing the ubiquitous plaid flannel shirt, as far as I recall) who came in to pick up their telephone or online orders, too. Sometimes a woman drifted in from the kitchen. I vaguely remember colourful patterned vases and artificial cherry tree branches as the decor over the bar counter.

We ordered a Dinner for Five. It came with egg rolls, deep fried prawns, breaded almond chicken, chop suey, ginger beef, fried rice, and chicken chow mein, as far as I recall. So it was Chinese-North American fusion food. We also had pots of green tea.

Besides I saw Shirley Temples on the menu, and ordered the drink for the first time since I was five or six years old: This Shirley Temple was dense red cherry syrup at the bottom, golden pineapple juice at the top, served in an ice cream sundae-style glass. It also had two maraschino cherries with stems in it (I know these cherries are not everyone's cup of tea, but I like them); and it was everything I wanted. 

As we left the parking lot I took a photo of a vintage pick-up truck from the 1940s or 50s, and then we walked back to the motel.

GE. AND I were sharing a room with two queen-size beds: microwave, TV, refrigerator, a bathroom with a tub that had a thick ring of green oxidization around the drain. When I used the shower, the wet orange-hued floor tiles became so slippery that I wondered if they were made of soapstone.

It was awkward when we first dropped off our bags in the room, as we heard loud panting sounds coming from a TV on the other side of the wall. We froze and stared at each other in Munch-esque horror. At first Ge. offered that I could switch rooms with J. But it soon turned out that it was a violent action movie, instead of the boudoir alternative. (I wrote "extremely loud" and "could feel rumbling in the ground" in my notes.) It stopped before 10 p.m., at which point the fellow motel guest switched to listening to anodyne pop oldies. The experience still reinforced for me that I would not like to travel alone.

[Note added Nov. 16, 2024: After checking my notes, it turns out that I remembered this day as being more eventful than it was; this adventure actually happened the following night:] Between 2 and 3 a.m. I woke up to feel an insect scuttling up my leg. I flung aside the bedclothes, stuck out my leg, and gave a kick that launched the bug into the atmosphere, then went back to sleep. I didn't think the insect was a scorpion or a venomous spider, but I didn't know for sure. Fortunately I saw a tiny ant wandering around a vinyl floor in another motel room the next day, and figured that one of its buddies had been the culprit.